Malamig daw ang Pasko....

Disyembre. Panahon ng Kapaskuhan. Ito ang panahon na maririnig mo ang iba't-ibang tugtugin na parang hindi pinapakupas ng panahon. Ito rin ang panahon ng mga kainan, bigayan ng regalo, at higit sa lahat, pagsasama-sama.

Maraming mga kanta ang mga sawi kapag pasko. Isa na siguro sa pinakasikat ang "Pasko na sinta ko". Bata pa lang ako eh buhay na ang kantang to, at hanggang ngayon ay maririnig mo pa rin siya. Habang nagdadaan ang panahon ay nadadagdagan pa ang bilang ng mga kanta ng mga single kapag Pasko.

Something lighter to digest

Wala lang. Napansin ko lang na parang masyadong ma-emote ako lately. Kaya naisip ko, mas mabuti atang gawin nateng medyo light ang kwentuhan. Try ko lang if kaya pa, heehee.

Okay, so un nga. Emote-emotan ako dahil sa lovelife. Minsan talaga, sobrang nadedepress na ko. Siguro mas malalim pagkakapagsak ko ngaun kaya hindi ako makaahon kaagad. Pero eventually (hopefully soon, hehe), makakaakyat din ako mula sa bangin na napaglaglagan ko.

Let me mourn tonight

Today, I mourn for my loss.
A love that hasn't been.
The love I haven't said out loud.
The love that will never be.

You've been tagged!

Okay, so this blog is waaaay overdue. Sue me. But, as they say, better late than never.

In the spirit of tagging (which, by the way, is relatively new to me), I'll be continuing the chain. I'm not sure, though, if I would be able to come up with 10 interesting things about me. Firstly, there's nothing much interesting facts about me. We might as well come up with the 10 things dark and sinister about my life. That's still interesting, right? At least we'll come up with 10. Hehe.
Anyway, without further ado:

Ethics, Values, Respect

Sometimes, you need to be in a bigger place to fully realize how twisted the world is.

I thought that my life before was toxic. Now, without Ethics, Values,or Respect in the environment, everything is much more difficult. Without ethics, values, or respect for others, innocent lambs can turn into vicious wolves. Or something more menacing.

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They view truth as ruthless. That may be the case, but you can be truthful without being ruthless. Ruthless as the truth may be, it doesn't give anyone rights not to respect others. It was never proper to talk about someone behind their back.

Night Shift

This was a story I made up when I was still doing nothing at the office. Not the typical kind of story, but hey, that's how my thoughts worked that time.

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Night Shift

Alas-7 ng umaga. Karamihan ng tao, kapag mga ganitong oras, nagsisimula nang kumilos, mag-ayos para pumasok - maging opisina or paaralan. Pero hindi si Randolph. Kapag mga ganitong oras, pauwi pa lang siya galing trabaho. Kung sa karamihan magsisimula pa lang ang araw nila, kay Randolph, patapos pa lang ang nakalipas na araw.

Hindi naman na naging problema ang pagiging night shift. Kahit na ilang linggo pa lang, wala naman siyang nakitang problema. Hindi din kasi maiiwasan sa linya ng trabaho niya. Karamihan kasi ng kliente ng kompanya nila eh nasa kabilang ibayo ng mundo. Kapag gabi sa'tin, umaga sa kanila. At dahil kinakailangang gising din siya ng mga ganung panahon, minabuti na lamang niyang magpa-assign ng night shift.

Many reach out their hands, but I find none to take

I have acknowledged the fact that I have to stop being alone all the time. But the problem is, I cannot seem to get out of my shell. I have tried a lot of times, and in most of them, I would either end up being hurt, fooled, or betrayed.

Yeah, I know. I'm still playing the old song. Problem is, I cannot seem to find any other "me" who would want to walk the same path as I would. Or, at least, sing a different song with me. I even feel that in a crowd of people, I am alone.

I love listening to soft songs (or at least, not the hard metal types). And oftentimes, I tend to sympathize. It's as if I can relate it to parts of my life that most people don't know. I sing songs most people sing, but with a different interpretation.