What if

This is a little something I came up around two years ago. I never got to really finish it before, and when I realized I still remember most of the original lyrics, I decided to finish the whole thing.

NOTE: Inputs are highly welcomed. :)

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What if

I saw her standing all alone on the other side
I tried to come and talk to you but the words can't go by
Kept hesitating, kept holding back
Until another takes her away

I have found it

I have finally found the person I'll share my life with for the rest of my life. At long last, I've felt content and secure. I was happy.

Poor

Well, that's an exaggeration. More of limited. Limited in resources. *sigh*

Hirap ng medyo nasanay ka na meron kang a little something to spare, then all of a sudden what you have is just enough to live through the day. I mean, it's not really *that* bad, pero when I want to do things, I end up being limited by what I have.

I've been thinking of buying a new camera (DSLR) and pursue my interest in photography. But given my current circumstances, I might not have that much resources to buy one. It might take me a year or two to somewhat settle, so I might just have to settle with my Canon A710 IS. Maybe I'll try to read more on digital editing to enhance the quality of the photos I'll take, given that it's not very ideal for dark/dim settings.

I've been wanting to go out of the country (may it be work or leisure) for a veeeeery long time. And given a decent camera, I'll be able to take pictures, good ones. But, as always, money is the limiting factor. I just get enough to live through the day, and even saving 1 or 2 thousand a month has become very tedious. So much for travelling and exploring new places outside the Philippines.

I bought a car last November, and it hasn't helped much in my predicament. I do get to drive every now and then, but when I think of the monthly payments I need to make to the bank, not to mention the insurance I'll pay mid year, I get so overwhelmed. Add the fact that I'll also have to pay my life insurace come August. I'll need to make some more juice to keep up. *double sigh*

I just needed to ramble about all this things. It gets frustrating at times, though. But I know I'll live through it, somehow. All I need to do is believe provision will come, at the times when I need it most.

Malamig daw ang Pasko....

Disyembre. Panahon ng Kapaskuhan. Ito ang panahon na maririnig mo ang iba't-ibang tugtugin na parang hindi pinapakupas ng panahon. Ito rin ang panahon ng mga kainan, bigayan ng regalo, at higit sa lahat, pagsasama-sama.

Maraming mga kanta ang mga sawi kapag pasko. Isa na siguro sa pinakasikat ang "Pasko na sinta ko". Bata pa lang ako eh buhay na ang kantang to, at hanggang ngayon ay maririnig mo pa rin siya. Habang nagdadaan ang panahon ay nadadagdagan pa ang bilang ng mga kanta ng mga single kapag Pasko.

Something lighter to digest

Wala lang. Napansin ko lang na parang masyadong ma-emote ako lately. Kaya naisip ko, mas mabuti atang gawin nateng medyo light ang kwentuhan. Try ko lang if kaya pa, heehee.

Okay, so un nga. Emote-emotan ako dahil sa lovelife. Minsan talaga, sobrang nadedepress na ko. Siguro mas malalim pagkakapagsak ko ngaun kaya hindi ako makaahon kaagad. Pero eventually (hopefully soon, hehe), makakaakyat din ako mula sa bangin na napaglaglagan ko.