Poor

Well, that's an exaggeration. More of limited. Limited in resources. *sigh*

Hirap ng medyo nasanay ka na meron kang a little something to spare, then all of a sudden what you have is just enough to live through the day. I mean, it's not really *that* bad, pero when I want to do things, I end up being limited by what I have.

I've been thinking of buying a new camera (DSLR) and pursue my interest in photography. But given my current circumstances, I might not have that much resources to buy one. It might take me a year or two to somewhat settle, so I might just have to settle with my Canon A710 IS. Maybe I'll try to read more on digital editing to enhance the quality of the photos I'll take, given that it's not very ideal for dark/dim settings.

I've been wanting to go out of the country (may it be work or leisure) for a veeeeery long time. And given a decent camera, I'll be able to take pictures, good ones. But, as always, money is the limiting factor. I just get enough to live through the day, and even saving 1 or 2 thousand a month has become very tedious. So much for travelling and exploring new places outside the Philippines.

I bought a car last November, and it hasn't helped much in my predicament. I do get to drive every now and then, but when I think of the monthly payments I need to make to the bank, not to mention the insurance I'll pay mid year, I get so overwhelmed. Add the fact that I'll also have to pay my life insurace come August. I'll need to make some more juice to keep up. *double sigh*

I just needed to ramble about all this things. It gets frustrating at times, though. But I know I'll live through it, somehow. All I need to do is believe provision will come, at the times when I need it most.